2018 was not a bad year at all…I can’t complain. I have a job that I don’t mind going to, and I see a future there. The blog is growing…slowly but growing. I have more confidence than I did in 2017 and I’ve stepped out of my comfort zone a bit.
Yes, I’m still single and childless, but it doesn’t haunt me like it used to. I mean of course I still want that, but I’m enjoying my life without it and that’s big, for me. Now, don’t get it twisted I will not be leading the parade of women who don’t want kids or a husband because I do but I am working on me. I’ve said before, sometimes I think I am still single because God doesn’t think I’m ready because I had/have so many hang ups, insecurities, etc. that no man was going to be able to deal with me.
But now I’m getting me together, doing things I want to do, living and loving life. No more…well, not many woe is me moments where I don’t want to leave the house. I’ve grown, y’all and I only see more growth in 2019.
I promised myself that I would not go into my forties the way I did my thirties and so far so good, but I want to step it up in 2019. I am making a promise to myself and my readers to keep pushing. Moving my life forward by continuing to let go of fear and worry. They are by far my biggest roadblocks. I’m getting there, but there is so much more to do.
My word for 2019 is CONSISTENCY! I want to work hard and be consistent in this blog thing. I enjoy it; I want to do it, but I have to work for what I want. My problem is when the going gets tough I want to quit, but not in 2019. I am going to get tougher.
“Keep working hard and you can get anything that you want. If God gave you the talent, you should go for it. But don’t think it’s going to be easy. It’s hard!” – Aaliyah
Blogging is hard work. It’s much more than taking pictures…so much more. It’s something you have to work on every day. You have to study because things change regularly and you have to keep up. So, for 2019 I vow to work my butt off and create the best content I can.
I want to be great…I mean, who doesn’t but being great = a great deal of work but I’m ready. Watch out 2019 I’m coming for you!
What are your goals/plans for 2019?
Crowned CaNesha (CC)